Recently I wrote an article (pasted below) about how I had lost hope in Hindus fighting the Noahide Laws and so I decided to follow a radical plan to spread Noahidism in India so it would accelerate and bring us closer to that time when the Kalki would arrive, which could only happen once Hinduism was almost eradicated, which I believe would happen through Noahidism. I said I was following the Kali Demons' plan, that I was still worshipping a Hindu deity, that somehow even though I was spreading anti-Hinduism I was still a Hindu. The reason why I am leaving Hinduism is not because no one listened to me about Noahidism, that was only the catalyst, I lost hope in Hindus but not necessarily Hinduism. However this turn of events made me think very deeply about my faith in the Hindu religion and upon contemplating I know I can no longer stay Hindu. There are many great teaching in Hinduism, and a certain degree of freedom, but Hinduism does have majority opinions and practices which most Hindus follow. The reason I thought I was in Hinduism is because I believed that the Vedas supported the position that we might not know that there is only one conscious god who created the universe, that the universe could be unconscious, made of plural powers, and that the gods descended out of a sort chaos due to the accidental or inevitable arrangement of parts. The idea that this is possible in Hinduism is very fleeting, as the Vedas only contemplate that even if there is a superior god, even he may not know what created the universe, but the message of the Vedas is not about the gods descending out of discord, it is trying to say that this is not the way it is and that there is a supreme conscious god with desires and emotions. All of Hinduism points toward monotheism, something I find very repugnant. I cannot stay in Hinduism when my beliefs are nothing but extremely marginal and against the purpose of the Vedas.
I've begun to become more and more distant from Hindus as I have noticed that Hinduism is 100% rapped up in Indianism. The religion was founded near India, it always describes Indian flora and fauna, it speaks of everyday Indian lives and customs, it is focused on India. Indian culture carries values that are not universal, they are particular to a time and people. I am not an Indian, I have a different culture and I have a different racial temperament. I thought that I could push the Indianess out of Hinduism and view it as an acultural religion, but this is not true. If there is only one god, he is an Indian god, and does not want to be viewed as the Greeks viewed the world descending out of chaos. The gods dress Indian and they eat Indian, and I think most people want it to stay that way, stripping the Indianess out of Hinduism would leave very little behind.
Another thing is that I have come to realize that I am too liberal for Hinduism. My support of homosexuality, women's equality, moral relativism, these are contentious topics in Hinduism. I have been told too many times that Hinduism is not liberal, that Hinduism does not support homosexuality, that women are to be submissive in Hinduism, and there is definitely somewhat of a narrow understanding of what exactly dharma is. I have also seen scriptural and daily practices which support this view of a homophobic, misogynistic Hinduism, it cannot be separated from Hinduism, it is there and it is there to stay. So many in Hindutva want a state where women and homosexuals are suppressed, it is rampant and only getting worse.
I tried to stay within Hindu prophecy as best I could with my Kali demon idea, but I can see now that Hinduism is limiting me, I don't want to look for a path that makes sense to Hinduism, I need something different, something more supple, something where I can speed up the mechanisms of the universe myself and not wait for things to be done on the gods' terms. I want to be a eugenicist who uses polygamy and incest to breed special breeds of humans, and incest is strictly forbidden in Hinduism. I want to worship sex, I want to worship science, I want to support abortion, I want to use tactics that are considered adharmic in Hinduism.
I had been rejected by my own culture and was so desperate to find a new people that I pushed ideas on Hinduism that it does not support. I twisted scriptures to fit my liberal worldview, I ignored that which bothered me and explained it away. I have from the very beginning not been anything like any other Hindu on earth, I really have no Hindu friends who share my values. I know many will be sad to see me go but I think there will be more people relieved that I have left and that I am no longer corrupting their religion. I've had a wonderful time in Hinduism and love all the people I met, I don't regret converting but it is time for me to move on. I will be exploring other beliefs and philosophies to find some way to piece together a coherent system I can live by. I will miss you all and hope you all the best. At least now I don't have to think about Hindu prophecy and Hinduism being destroyed, now I have hope that Hindus and the world will wake up faster as I hasten the Noahide cause. Thank you everyone who helped me and I will be your friend forever.
Why I will now almost destroy Hinduism with Noahidism
October 15, 2022
For ten years now, I have tried to warn Hindus about the coming Noahide Laws, for ten long lonely years. After ten years of activism, I have built absolutely no resistance amongst Hindus to fight the Noahide Laws, all I have gotten is criticism and treason. The Noahide Laws will eventually be here, and I am so desperate... and desperate times call for desperate measures. I am so frustrated and abandoned that I have made a pact with the Kaali demon (not Kali Ma) and have joined the Jews in their mission to Noahidize India. It took a lot of loneliness and desperation to get me here, but now I see it is the only way. Hindu prophecy states that before the Kalki avatar comes, Hinduism is almost totally wiped out. I am 100% certain that Noahidism is the religion of the Kaali demon here to wipe out Hinduism before the end of the Kali Yuga. Because of the apathy of Hindus toward Noahidism, and because of their desire to suppress any resistance, I lost faith in the gods, but then I realized there was still a Hindu deity I could worship, the Kaali demon. I am still worshipping a Hindu deity and my intention is to make Hindu prophecy happen, so I feel I am still inside the Hindu fold. When I was trying to wake Hindus up, I tried to show them all the power the Noahides Laws had and how much inroads they had into India. I will now be siding with those powers and the conspiracy on India in order to hasten them. My goal is to see India a Noahide state in 100 years and Hinduism wiped out in India in 200. If the Kali Yuga is going to wipe out most of Hinduism it should be most effective in India.
This must be the way it happens because Hindus are so stupidly and foolishly letting Noahide right in the door. I tried to tell them that the Noahide agenda was wrapped up in Islam, Christianity, Khalistan, and with the Parsis but non would listen, Hindus are blind, they cannot see friend from foe. Now I am working with Muslims, Christians, Khalistanis, and Parsis who are willing to adopt the Noahide Laws into their platform. Hindus were so stupid to think the Jews were on their side, the Jews do what is good for them, not Hindus, and what is good for Jews is a series of Noahide states in India, not Hindu nationalism. Now I will be working with Muslims to create a Muslim-Noahide state, Christians to create a Christian-Noahide state, Sikhs to create a Sikh-Noahide state, and any other element who would seek to break off of India, including Marxists and ethnic separatists. I am going to get all the enemies of Hinduism under one pact, under one leadership, led by the Jews, who are very intelligent and who have a marvelous plan to take over India, and it is going to work, it will wipe out most of Hinduism until the Kalki Avatar comes.
